If I'm being honest, I've had so many moments this past week where I've thought... What on earth am I doing writing a blog about this and making it PUBLIC?! I mean, I'm only 5 weeks, it's very early, what if this grand plan of a weekly blog through to birth in March becomes a 2-3 post series which winds up in pregnancy loss? 1 in 4 pregnancies ends in miscarriage. I've had one before, I could have one again. But then I remember…